This is it you guys! My very first publication! I am so excited, this is such a huge dream for me!
All those days were I worked my ass off, working at my paid job for 6 full days and then to get home saturday night, go to bed and get up early on my one day off to work 14 hours on a photoshoot and just goddamn cry my eyes out of exhaustion afterwards. But it is worth it, you see. Not giving up after months like this is what diferiances one from the ones that doesn't manage. I've been thinking a lot lately about the sentence "it will be tough", which was a daily sentence at school. Whenever we had a lecture, that sentence always came up, and it always sounded so far away. My 7-days-a-week-working-200%-tough is still not the toughest, I am certain it will get harder. But that is where it all works out. Hard work pays off. My work pays off.
And even though an internet magazine with no profit isn't the biggest of deals, it still is a big deal to me. Cause it is a start, and it is a first step into a world I've been dreaming of being a part of since I can remember.
Hola at ya 10 year old me, sitting home alone, crocheting and dreaming of being a cool fashion artist. You might not have ended up as a designer as you first set up to (just... too much sewing you guys...), but this is a darn good second place.
So without any more rambling on about unimportant things that are so important to me, here it is, my first publication!