Monday, 31 August 2015

Selfportrait


My first selfportrait in months!
This was my first sunday with absolutely no plans whatsoever. I was out partying last night, and on my walk home I started thinking about the next day as I always do, going through every plan and how to do them and when. And I realised I had nothing to do! Not even a plan to hang out with anyone. I could sleep as long as I wanted, do whatever I wanted, hell I could even lie in bed all day if I felt like it! So today was the first day in way too long that I felt relaxed enough to do selfportraits (I'm really lazy so for me to bother getting the camera up to take selfies on some freetime, I ought to be pret-ty damn bored).
I'm really trying to get the editing without total blacks or whites, but just the middle-tones you know (such a bad sentence, yes I see it myself). It's a lot harder than what it looks like, finding the balance between no blacks/whites and still not getting a faded kind of picture. Oh yeah and also finding the right balance of color to make it natural, but still pop out and look just a tad bit "magical". The struggles of a photographer you guys!

Saturday, 29 August 2015

I miss London so much how is this even possible?
It is my hometown, it is my heart, it is the only place I actually crave to the point that I am concidering going on a trip there all by myself for a weekend just to get a hit.



Thursday, 27 August 2015

Wednesday, 19 August 2015

I can't wait for my pictures to be published in that internet-magazine.
Any day now.

Saturday, 15 August 2015

X-3











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I just want to touch his arms, hold them, let them consume my whole body
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I want to make him smile, that gorgeous big smile that makes a second into thirty
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I want to make him mine, own him like no one before
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Tuesday, 28 July 2015


Some portraits done for a shoot some weeks ago. More to come.

Sunday, 26 July 2015


I really really really really want red hair again
 

Should I go through with it even though I've used a year at growing my hair natural and healthy?

Sunday, 19 July 2015

I have a lot of big loves in my heart. One is my love for men, how I feel when I look at them, the buzz I get from a hug from one of them, whenever I make one of them laugh. 
Another love I have, besides (and sometimes even because of) fashion, there is art. Art comes in so many forms I don't really know where to put my deepest love into. But one of the forms of art I'm in love with, is collages. There is something intriguing with the scrambled information of someones feelings and thoughts, of someones head being so filled up that when it's time to get it down on paper, it's just a whole bunch of unmatching elements getting a sense of purpose even though they're not really meant to.  
I wish I could get out my Moleskine more often, drawing/collageing gives me so much but still I barely touch it. It just sits in the back of my head, wanting to get out and down on paper. 

Note to self: Less TV and more drawing, just like with these Moleskine-scans I've found on tumblr.
















Thursday, 16 July 2015

TwentyFive


I am surrounded by the best people imaginable, they give me so much more than what they know.

More pictures to come, I just have to not start doing editing when it's one hour past when I should have been in bed.